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I've been trying to study how processes work and how they are affected by stress-related situations. I've been using myself as an example and studying myself to further my knowledge of temperament. Currently I live in a very crouded environment and have been for the past three years, and have little to no room to think.
As you probably realize right now I suffer from mild to moderate depression, of which i'm not really sure. The very THOUGHT of being so weak, like my mind is just a petty, feeble piece of nothing, drives me INSANE! The problem is I can't think. It is as if even my Ni is gone, because I can't think about the things I used to think about. I actually CARE about things relating to the outside world.
I CANNOT keep living like this!! Everyday I wake up with no privacy, and really nowhere to go to just get away for a while. All I do everyday and have been doing for the past 12 months, is try to find my answers in the texts. I've been looking for some way to get it back, to put my functions back in order. I have failed however time and time again. And now, my mind will not get off of temperament theory. I can't STOP THINKING ABOUT IT! It is as if I need to hold on to something I know I would normally be interested in, just so that I could one day be myself again. Unfortunately, it has gone too far I think and I need help in not being such a retard!
I WILL NOT STAND FOR THIS IDIOTIC BEHAVIOR I UPHOLD DAILY! THIS MUST END! But how...?
If anybody knows more about the subject of functions and how they can be better managed. Please help me stop being a moron, and reply.
As you probably realize right now I suffer from mild to moderate depression, of which i'm not really sure. The very THOUGHT of being so weak, like my mind is just a petty, feeble piece of nothing, drives me INSANE! The problem is I can't think. It is as if even my Ni is gone, because I can't think about the things I used to think about. I actually CARE about things relating to the outside world.
I CANNOT keep living like this!! Everyday I wake up with no privacy, and really nowhere to go to just get away for a while. All I do everyday and have been doing for the past 12 months, is try to find my answers in the texts. I've been looking for some way to get it back, to put my functions back in order. I have failed however time and time again. And now, my mind will not get off of temperament theory. I can't STOP THINKING ABOUT IT! It is as if I need to hold on to something I know I would normally be interested in, just so that I could one day be myself again. Unfortunately, it has gone too far I think and I need help in not being such a retard!
I WILL NOT STAND FOR THIS IDIOTIC BEHAVIOR I UPHOLD DAILY! THIS MUST END! But how...?
If anybody knows more about the subject of functions and how they can be better managed. Please help me stop being a moron, and reply.