My classes are pretty easy and not all that interesting this quarter, and the homework assignments to them aren't required for a few days but they are time consuming. I find I'm putting them off because I enjoy dissecting my thoughts and theories here on PerC. Besides the classes getting more serious and requiring more of me, I don't see myself growing more urgency towards my studies.
I think the main reason I like the Enneagram is because it helps understand how others become motivated and I try to summon that within myself.
I've been wrestling with this feeling all week and its frustrating me that I can't follow my own discipline when it comes to school. Not that I'm a hypocrite, but I will be the first to admit that getting absorbed by your work isn't always easy, you have to summon up the passion.
I can't find magical words to say to myself to focus better, I would rather be learning things about the personality types or talking to people about how they are, in hopes of finding something to better myself. I think its a matter of trying to find a greater truth, but on the other hand maybe my talking on here is just a way to escape work :sad:
Got any inspiration for me?
I think the main reason I like the Enneagram is because it helps understand how others become motivated and I try to summon that within myself.
I've been wrestling with this feeling all week and its frustrating me that I can't follow my own discipline when it comes to school. Not that I'm a hypocrite, but I will be the first to admit that getting absorbed by your work isn't always easy, you have to summon up the passion.
I can't find magical words to say to myself to focus better, I would rather be learning things about the personality types or talking to people about how they are, in hopes of finding something to better myself. I think its a matter of trying to find a greater truth, but on the other hand maybe my talking on here is just a way to escape work :sad:
Got any inspiration for me?