INTJ 5w6 583 sp/sx
I would bet that you are already differentiated your functions enough to have a well-defined ego but have issues with your ability to make sense of it.Fair enough. I find, by context, that my preference changes and while attempting to quantify it numerically there isn't (so far) a clear inclination one way or another across my life. If this changes, I'm more than open to it.
Investigations are ongoing. Although if I'm not careful, Reckful will be along to tell me how wrong I am.
From a preliminary view I think what you write strongly correlates with intuitive Fi type, even by looking past of how overly dismissive and insecure you express yourself and self-contradict at times.