I've gone through a period where I gained a lot of self confidence and initiative and ever since then I found no problems letting out my 4ishness. But the world is kind of stepping on it a little bit and I'm having troubles with my core fears.
When I like a person (romantic or not) I go in head strong and give them my all. I like so many people and there are so many people that all have a special place in my heart. I guess for that reason I also manage to become convinced that I'd have to mean something to them too but there's been a good three or four people who I thought cared about me who have just either rejected me or completely forgotten about/become indifferent to me. Now I don't know if I've been misreading other people too and I'm starting to doubt that I could be special to anyone and I'm starting to thing that I'm doing something wrong or I'm not likeable (<---- can you smell the 4?)
Anyway, could someone tell me they relate and (kindly but honestly) stroke my ego a little?