I need a little help with understanding where I fall when it comes to the 548 tritype and its variants.
First, let me start off by saying; it was pointed out to me by someone else on a different thread that I may lead with either a 5 or a 4 (I have 8w9 listed), yet I can't take that person's comment seriously seeing as this same person jumped to a lot of unfounded conclusions, lacked sound logic, facts and rationale and was therefore found to be incapable of using either of these thought processes to back up their assertions, on top of that, they saw my rebuttal (to their baseless, manipulative diatribes) to be an attack on their faux-knowledge, and thus used emotions to make a judgement about myself. Nonetheless, I wanted to come here, to a group of [hopefully] unbiased people, to help with clarifications on tritype and Enneagram, and since 5s are suppose to be the most knowledgeable, I wanted to ask 5s for help.
About a year ago, I took a few tests and looked up what some of the tritypes represented. I got the 854 tritype (Body; 8w9, Head: 5w4, Heart: 4w5), read several descriptions for this variant and found something I resonated with in all of them. Took the Enneagram test and got 8w9, I seem to resonate with this type when unhealthy which could be just a regular 5w4/4w5, right?
-I'm a fighter, I push forward no matter what, and if you hit the wrong nerve, you might get a rage-filled telling off, I've also [unfortunately] been in physical confrontations with my husband and others, I act aggressively towards other over small slights: 8 core?
-Despite the neurological setbacks (the LDs), I've come far in my life by proving myself in the workplace with competence and intelligence. I'm able to analyze people and situations and love games that challenge my mind and make me think. I'm usually emotionally detached when it comes political and social situations, even if I'm aware it's socially wrong, for example: I'll sign a petition against animal abuse because I'm aware it's shitty for the animal to have go through, but I don't feel pity or sorrow for suffering animals, actually, I don't feel anything for them even though I try to help in a way that I'm able to. I love to study and learn things that interest me such as psychology, sewing, MBTI, genetics, health & wellness and I'm just starting to study more about neurological disorders of the brain since this is something that affected me as a child and seems to be affecting some of my students as well. 5 core?
-I used to love to draw, paint and sculpt during art class but not on my own time. I've dressed in black since I was a teen, which seems to be associated with INFPs/4s, I get pissed if I think someone's slighting me and I like to daydream. I'll feel like a worthless human being if I'm fired from a job, rejected for a job I applied to, or if I get into a nasty fight with my husband which usually results in nasty name-calling, physical altercations and becoming outright volatile during an argument with him. 4 Core?
8w9, 5w4, or 4w5?
854, 548 or 458?