I find that I have a hard time reconciling memories/possibilities VS reality.
I more often than not fantasize about memories and live in my daydreams more than facing reality. Does anyone else feel stuck in the memories of what was and the possibilities of what could be...that it's a harsh cold truth of the sometimes bad realities that mess with my thought processes.
I feel like I am constantly hoping and feeling disappointed because I can't accept reality. But, reality is ever changing.
When reality seems like its so close to my daydreams and what I know to be true...then the internal conflict of when it doesn't align or seems conflicting--is deciding what to do with the information and how exactly does that make me feel?
Is this just me?!