Hi! Can anyone help me distinguish my enneagram type? My mind always jump from questions to questions everytime I try to learn about my core fix and instinctual variants. A possibility that I might be a particular type excites me, and then only seconds ago my brain will overthink things from type to type over again. I'm quite indecisive and has difficulty settling with a type.
Ironically, it's more easier for me to type other people than learning what is mine. It's distressing. The reason why I typed myself as a 9 is because I have little grit to fight back, and that makes me prone to bullying. I fear conflict to be honest. I consider 4 because I feel like something is missing inside me; my longingness alienates me from the real world. I can relate a bit with sexual 7 in terms of being idealistic, funny, goofy, or loud. And enneagram 2 self-pres when I am willing to sacrifice and lose my self-worth for the sake of helping out and be in service, for it's really hard for me to say no.
Can anyone help me figure out my enneagram type? I want to understand and find my strong sense of self that seems to be missing. 😞