I'll try this more in a give and take fashion. I'm on the border of multiple different types and I need some help to figure mine out.
What are your motivations?
To express myself honestly and to make other people happier with my disposition and actions. I help people out without requesting any return because it makes me happy. I give to others because it is in my nature. I am here to enjoy and give enjoyment.
But I think behind those motives is the need to be liked and respected, I thrive off relationships and If I plan to do something, I will put in all my effort to be the best I can. I'm fiercely independent with my own work. I try to be un-judging in my affection but I give endlessly more time and effort to those who I know will be there for me.
I try to be strong with compassion and filled with a naive lightheartedness. At my worst I push people away and escape, and I become apathetic yet still caring. The worst feeling is the feeling of conflicting actions and intentions. With people I just find what makes them smile and I do more of it. It's usually pretty offbeat and exaggerated.
Describe your ideal self
Ideally I would like to inspire people to be happy and compassionate through myself, but sometimes that just doesn't happen.
I make people happy by being myself, but by being myself I just want to make people happy so sometimes I'll change the timbre of my attitude.
I definitely feel that sometimes theres no space for me and I have to carve it out and take charge.
I'm afraid of failure. I'm afraid when people realize my true self I'll be rejected and exposed for my weaknesses. I'm afraid of sadness and denial.
I think thats a good starting place. It's difficult to recreate my talking style and engaged nature over the internet, so imagine more .
Give it a go and if you have any other questions just ask.