English is not my native language so I ask for some patience if I commit misspellings.
i have studied the MBTI and the 8 cognitive functions also I have done practically all the tests that can be found on the internet receiving in some INFJs and in other ENFPs, even ENTP or ENTJ (even so, what I receive the most is INFJ or ENFP) of what I am really sure is that my enneagram is the 6w5 with self-preservation instinct
Now if you are asking how i am, well this is a long story
I have 21 years old. I am a very insecure and pessimistic person who is always scanning and analyzing any problem or inconvenience that could arise with each one of my actions, I have the mentality that if something goes wrong, it was because I simply was not prepared enough and that I should always be because the world is a wild place, ruthless and without rules in which if I do not measure up I will be defeated and hurted inevitably because there are many perverse people in the world and there is no compassion Due to this, I only seek to know and to befriend people who think exactly like me and share my same values about life and the world, I reject and I am extremely aggressive with everyone else because I consider them all as potential enemies because if they are not like me or believe in the same thing I am afraid that at some point they will stab me in the back and betray me. In conversations I am very expressive and ask many questions, I am good at making people open to me and express their feelings and concerns as long as I like that person, otherwise I end up being ignored, which usually happens with unintelligent people. I always have high expectations of myself, I am sensitive to criticism, when I am not up to my expectations I tend to blame myself as I do to others. I'm good at analyzing things to find flaws in the system or potential hazards, but I'm not exactly an astute person. I tend to read many things, since I want to have knowledge about all kinds of information to be prepared for any danger, mostly I focus on reading political and psychological issues
All of this is due because when i was a kid and a teenager I was rejected multiple times by society and my high school classmates, because every time I expressed my thoughts and my ideas they turned away from me and called me someone weird and because many times I was betrayed by people I had a lot of esteem in the past due to not being perfect enough for them, all this has led me to simply not trust anyone and concentrate on always being prepared to face any danger. as a young man I was very doubtful with everything but at the same time too naive with the people that I loved. Among my activities are anime, videogames (multiplayer oriented), exercise, read and research a lot about anything, daydream while listening to music, thinking about people. I do not like to do basic tasks like cleaning my room and doing the dish