senior year of HS took 16 personalities and got ENFP... (also got formally tested in enneagram in HS, tested as a 7w6)
then in graduate school was given part 1 official MBTI and got ENFJ.... (20) (took an unofficial enneagram test, 3w2)
then at first job last year.. was given parts 1 and 2 official MBTI and got ENTJ....
ENFJ IS DEFINITELY WRONG
i do not lead with Fe at all - i have some ENFJ friends and im not like them.. leading with Fe bothers me. my bff is an INFP.. even tho she leads with feelings the Fi is not so annoying ... she gives me Ne spunk a lot so its fun. Fi gives me depth.. or makes me feel deep. beautiful spirit. my other best friend is INFJ - we really relate in the DEPTH of our convos... we understand each other metaphors and allegorical talk so easily. beautiful mind.
i KNOW im an "N" because my mum is an ISTJ and although it is fascinating for me to go down memory lane with her she legit cares about day to day things and it makes me cringe.
idk about any of the other letters
ive taken cognitiv funciton tests - keys2cog, IDR labs or whatever.. other, random ones.. ive done socionics..
in a way its all over the place. i always get high Ni (slightly higher than Ne, highest of all 8), high Ne, high Te.. once i also got high Ti.. idk.
i love spending alone time and thinking to myself. always read a lot as a kid.. but im known to my friends as very extraverted and when testing just preferences.. always get just SLIGHTLY more E. i love the spotlight, pageants, performances, talent shows,.. love leadership.. i like being the boss but if there are a lots of beyond adequate people i will acquiesce, or co-pilot..
most people tend to look at me to lead anyway. most people dont like to lead so i just do it and have no problem.
when i first got ENFJ (cuz up till then id taken some online ones and always got ENFP and the description felt right)... I was so 'attached' to being a 'P'.. I was like nah this is definitely wrong. but then as I aged and had harder classes I saw that even tho Im not that physcially organized im a crazy long term planner, I always have a few goals im working towards, I hate back up plans or even generating a bunch of back up plan ideas.. I am pressure prompted tho and do procrastinate - i like pressure.. whcih is why i pack my schedule with activities galore to make me feel like im running out of time constantly and to generate a lot of energy toward completion.. however living this life made me feel super burned out.. i got depressed and tired in my early 20s and just wanted one thing to do at a time.
-- its weird writing to randoms on the internet but also cathartic-
i like poems.. like writing them more than reading them.
i like moody songs.. art with deep feelin
im bougie. i love fashion as dictated by trends and fashion magazines this is why i think im Se.. or Ni/Se rather
but i also have a great memory of my life and the way my childhood homes were laid out since my toddler days.. so that couldbe Si.. Ne/Si
I am good at reading people.. I usually get a tie for Fe, Fi (both of which schore less than Ni, Ne, and Te...)
I say I dont care what people thing - but i think i mean that when im feeling very E. I do things with little thinking, but if i feel the consequences can be great I wait... I usually say X is probably thinking.. rather than X is probably feeling.. im not too good at accounting for what other people will feel with my actions.. like I can do it but I dont like to its not that easy or fun...
I also dont always know exactly what Im feeling.. but Im not bad at knowing when I feel sick.. but ive been sick a lot so idk..
I like to KNOWWW stuff which is why I want to know my exact MBTI so bad. 10 years ago it wouldnt ahve mattered that much maybe. i use to jus see things and read things and take it for face value or maybe even buy into it.
everything i know and think about beauty has come from reading about it.
when i like someone i will read about their personality type, zodiac.. everything.. to depth.
i read sooooo much.
used to love reading novels (historical fiction, esp) as a child but now I love reading about various topics - science, politics, humanities, philosophy
i am studyign medcine right now and i learn from listening and then idk like 2 weeks later it all really hits me. trying to actively force memorization and repeititon is cumbersome and makes me feel slow bc i cant always remember the flash card even the next day. if i do recall its from some random buzz words i identified
i also just have a gut feeling about answers but as soon as i start to think about it, or try to explain it - it gets wrong.
the other 75% i really know why all that stuff happens so i answer from knowing the reason + memory
the other 10% - wrong lol. cuz i dont know it, dont remember it
i excelled in math as a kid. supppppppper excelled. finished calc at 13.
its because I LOOOOVEEEE puzzles. favorite childhood activity was doing connect the dots (age 3 /4 )
u see I cant type myself maybe its because I analzye a lot. I also want to be correct because I want to be able to read stuff on the typea nd then apply it to my life and make a positive difference.
I feel like my T/F are aux and tert and my N/S is primary/last
but the nidk..
shopping in malls stress me out btw - too many options. too much price comparison needed to be done. too many dreses to try on. too much stuff to search out. I LOVE online shopping bc it can be categorical and focused.
btw so many ppl on here say english aint there first language.. it is mines and i dont feel the need for exact grammar or spelling bc it doesnt matter...
also im very good at languages and mimicking accents. i was in russia for 5 hours on a tour and learned how to read 80% of russian.. cant understand it tho! lol!
also.. even tho i get a lot of NT these days i am very spiritual - im not the typical atheistic NT.
thanks for reading this.. if u did.. lol
i probs would not. i get overwhelmed with all the long posts . i wanted to find a succinct questionnaire but couldnt find a good one. and i tried looking at the ratio between post replies and post views - the ones that yielded the highest ratio was like "sumbit a pic for me to type u" and i dont want my face on the personality cafe part of the internet if someone looks me up 5 years from now.. lol. this is a guilty pleasure hobby that i wish i could jus figure out already!!! i hate not being sure about this.. it bugs me!!!!