I've taken my personality test on many different sites, but I'm begining to question if thess are really my personality type. I take this test by stepping back and analyzing all my behaviors (like how I act toward my friends and family, how I react to situations, and what I normally do on a day to day basis) and trying to answer as honestly as possible how I deal with things emotionally from an objective standpoint. I'm analytical and logical when it comes to most situations, but I've been noticing now I exihibit traits that aren't reflective of the INTJ type which most sites label me as.
I get very moved my music and certain works of art. I have a vivid imagination of worlds and places beyond ours. I look inward toward an inner world that I can retreat into a world of perfection and idealism where my imagination comes to life and vividly takes me into something I can never ever have in reality. I have this innate desire to be unique and stand out amongst my peers, not academically, but following the beat of my own drum (doing a triple major in three humanities, psychology, sociology, and philosophy just because I like the topics of study and a triple major is a rare flower, not for any practical reasons). On top of this I get self-concious in situations where I'm with people either I'm not familiar/comfortable with or people who I know are very judgemental and give off this "uncomfortable" vibe when I do something that isn't agreeable with them (and I should be aloof with these people as much as I am aloof to people of the world around me).
All this seems very counterintuitive to and inconsistent with the tests I took that labeled me as INTJ. Here I the sites I took my personality test.
Free personality test, type descriptions, relationship and career advice | 16 Personality Types INFJ
Personality Test - Keirsey Temperament Website INTJ
Personality test based on C. Jung and I. Briggs Myers type theory INTJ
Myers Briggs Test | MBTI Personality Types INTJ
Keys2Cognition Website INFP
After lurking on the intro boards, I did take the Enneagram test and my results are below:
Enneagram Test Results
Type 1 Perfectionism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Type 2 Helpfulness |||||||||| 33%
Type 3 Image Awareness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Type 4 Individuality |||||||||||||||||| 80%
Type 5 Rationality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Type 6 Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Type 7 Adventurousness |||||||||| 36%
Type 8 Aggressiveness |||||||||| 33%
Type 9 Calmness |||||||||||||||| 63%
4 24 I must be unique/different to survive.
1 21 I must be perfect and good to survive.
5 21 I must be knowledgeable to survive.
3 19 I must be impressive and attractive to survive.
6 19 I must be secure and safe to survive.
9 19 I must maintain peace/calm to survive.
I've been trying to understand my personality more and more, but it seems like the results start to get inconsistent when I deviate off the Myer-Briggs test.
Most tests have put me in INTJ, one in INFP, one in INTP, and one INFJ
My thirst to know myself is strong, I'm sorry if this intro post is very overwhelming but if the senior members could help point to a directions where I can find answers I would greatly appreciate it!