Hi! My enneatype is sexual 8w7 (not extremely 7, sometimes just an 8 without any wing preference, but never too 8w9)
First I thought I was ESTP, but after reading a few descriptions I found ESTP more like a self preservation 3 maybe, like if they needed to be loved, hated, respected or desired (to be the center of attention) and they achieve this by showing them off. I also found out they dont "respect" their own morals as much as I do.
So I think Im ENTJ, yes, I want to be respected and to have control (like ESTP) but not by showing off, but for who I am.
I love, like and respect myself and I espect others to do it too without me even trying to persuade them, in fact, I find it really annoying when someone tries to be liked by putting a mask on and pretending to be someone they are not. I think one of the most important things in live is to be honest to yourself and to the others. No lies, lies suck.
So, as I said, I espect others to respect and need me (not necesaryly love me), I take for granted they will, maybe because of my high self esteem, quite narcissist.
More information about me: I am not organized, I always do things in the last minute and I feel alive when taking risk. I get hysterical when someone is really slow at something, sometimes people tell me Im too individualist and that I dont care about other people situation or feelings.
I constantly feel that I have to protect the weak, I dont mind doing things that are "bad" to society's eyes if I consider its fair. I hate rules. I can be rude, some people tell me I should be more heart open and to break the emotional bounderies I put to everyone, but I cant because If I show sadness, love, etc, I feel weak and feeling weak really pisses my off.
This doesnt mean Im an antisocial, in fact, I like meeting new people but Im very selective when it comes to real friends.
To conclude, what do you think? Could I be a sx 8w7 ENTJ? Please feel free to correct any mistake about the types(I dont know a lot about MBTI)