I'm having some REALLY strange feelings now. I think it's probably a Fi wake-up-call, if that's what you wanna call it.
I just had a huge deja vu of me in 5th grade as a social outcast, weird, awkward, etc... I was a total naturalist; I didn't believe in makeup, certain brands (IE Abercrombie and Fitch, Hollister), shitty pop songs, I thought you shouldn't care of what people thought of you, you shouldn't be embarrased by your parents, and I only seeked out friends who understood me who genuinely wanted to be my friend.
Now I feel as if I've given up those ideals without realizing it and I've become more popular, but it doesn't feel right. I think it conflicts with my old ideals but now those old ones are becoming more prevalent when I think deeply about my life. Last year I didn't talk much with my older friends because the more popular ones that popped in my life tried to make me feel accepted as their new friend and yada yada yada.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO THINK!!! Have any of you felt like this?
I just had a huge deja vu of me in 5th grade as a social outcast, weird, awkward, etc... I was a total naturalist; I didn't believe in makeup, certain brands (IE Abercrombie and Fitch, Hollister), shitty pop songs, I thought you shouldn't care of what people thought of you, you shouldn't be embarrased by your parents, and I only seeked out friends who understood me who genuinely wanted to be my friend.
Now I feel as if I've given up those ideals without realizing it and I've become more popular, but it doesn't feel right. I think it conflicts with my old ideals but now those old ones are becoming more prevalent when I think deeply about my life. Last year I didn't talk much with my older friends because the more popular ones that popped in my life tried to make me feel accepted as their new friend and yada yada yada.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO THINK!!! Have any of you felt like this?