Well I find myself being called wishy-washy. I am very indecisive about 90% of topics. I am very unmotivated and don't rock the boat. My idealism is stunted by my desire for middle ground. Unfortunately, this causes me to feel trapped between what I really want to do, and what I feel expected to do. I am very, very, VERY conflict avoidant, but driven to support those I feel are being wronged. I don't know if this is a more 9 thing, or INFP thing... But I dress extremely plainly. Solid T shirts and solid colored shorts or pants... no hats, and only sunglasses when I feel the need. I am completely oblivious to style, and can't figure out a haircut that is both appealing to others, and comfortable to me. However, given the opportunity, I have no problem dressing up in costume. It's almost an all or nothing. I seem to be pretty good at defusing arguments in real life...
Currently, I am pretty well aligned to Light based subjects ( such as hugs, puppies, lolly-pops, care-free dancing, flowers, etc.) I have found sinking into dark moods to be pretty easy though. This could be because of my tendency to constantly try to find middle ground at the expense of my own desires, to only get walked on top of in the end, and left with the bag.
When it comes to projects, I find the process quite frustrating. My natural tendency is to make due with what I have available to me. If I can't do something due to limitations, I will improvise and try to achieve something similar. The problem is, by doing this I am NEVER satisfied with my results. I have an image in my mind I want to recreate, but the lack of ability to create it... usually due to environmental pressures such as resources and "Other People." I don't do much in the way of art anymore. I feel I can't achieve what I really want without meddling from outside influences... people are nosy and pushy at my house...
I have a strong desire to be friends with everyone, in a peaceful non-argumentative way... even if I am not too vocal about it. I think people misread this usually as something else. I don't know what, but it usually doesn't lead to desired results.
I suppose I will leave it here for now.

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