Thats my enneagram and MBTI type, i've read that this type is rare- non existent but i don't know i've done like a lot of MBTI test but still register with all of them saying I'm INTP. I'm definitely sure i'm a 4w5 as all of 4 is me and only some is 5. I've been in so much conflict this last few months as i finished high school and i had to choose a career path cause i had no idea what i wanted to do with my life, growing up with strict african parents my choices for "viable" careers were limited and self expression too. I first went into college choosing to do Accounting, only to dropout in semester two because I realised it was nothing interesting or something i had no interest in, i only chose it for the money they make rather than happiness. I'm planning on returning to college to do Multimedia/Creative Digital Media cause there's a big creative aspect to it and i feel like i have some good ideas to bring out in terms of filming etc. I just recently join this to see peoples opinions or advice on how to handle these things or about myself because i've hit a depression run with a lot of anxiety for almost a year now, doctor prescribed me lexapro cause i guess i'm still young only recently turning 19. I've been going Counselling and I've gotten better a lil bit so far.