I am currently in my second year as a teacher. I was a general music teacher in an inner city school last year and this year I am a beginning band director in a rural school district. Last year was a nightmare. Most music teachers would kill for the job I have this year. Still, I can't hack it. The kids (grades 4,5,6) are very smart and very good kids and the staff is great. I just can not handle the social aspect of the job. I dread every day and go home and sit alone in a room. My mind feels numb at the end of every day. I come home and sit in front of this damn computer all night avoiding all contact with other people. I did that anyway, but now if I don't do it I will crack.
Music is quite important to me. I play almost every instrument to a fair degree and I specialize in traditional Irish Music. I play music in school all day and it does nothing for me. I am a ball of nerves all day.
I am borderline ISTP/INTP. I think about a career change all day every day. Grew up ISTP but developed the N during college. Probably still lean more towards S and feel more comfortable in S rolls. I love music theory but hate math and science. It could be because of the horrid teachers I had in school. I absolutely hated school and lived for BMX, Skateboarding and snowboarding. Then I gravitated toward music as I got older.
Best job I ever had was landscaping, but kept falling out with my coworkers. Also somewhat liked construction work, but when I wasn't given more responsibility I couldn't stand it anymore. I knew that I would not like teaching and still made the terrible decision. Probably self sabotage or something.
Now with huge college debt, I am stuck in this idiot job. Everyday, I almost continue driving by my school and just blast off to the highway and ditch.
Can't decide on any alternatives. I would love any career with less social contact. The problem is I have zero dollars and get paid shit. Keep getting hooked on a new career then discard it. Usually unsure if I'd like it or hesitant because of poor job prospects. I know I could do any job. Hell, I am a great music teacher, which constantly relies on my greatest weaknesses, but just can not stand it.
I delved into programming for a little while, but it didn't sustain my interests. I've been thinking about being a CAD drafter. Went to an engineering college for a year before music college and hated everyone and everything there. Might like it better now if I tried it again. I love the thought of being and engineer. Biggest issue for the career change is finding funding. Can't get the Pell grant because I have a Bachelors. Plus a zillion dollar debt, due to lack of guidance, which by the way is in my fathers name. I almost joined the marines twice as an escape route during college. Signed the dotted line and everything, then ditched.
All I know is this fecking job makes my head spin and I want to run away.
Music is quite important to me. I play almost every instrument to a fair degree and I specialize in traditional Irish Music. I play music in school all day and it does nothing for me. I am a ball of nerves all day.
I am borderline ISTP/INTP. I think about a career change all day every day. Grew up ISTP but developed the N during college. Probably still lean more towards S and feel more comfortable in S rolls. I love music theory but hate math and science. It could be because of the horrid teachers I had in school. I absolutely hated school and lived for BMX, Skateboarding and snowboarding. Then I gravitated toward music as I got older.
Best job I ever had was landscaping, but kept falling out with my coworkers. Also somewhat liked construction work, but when I wasn't given more responsibility I couldn't stand it anymore. I knew that I would not like teaching and still made the terrible decision. Probably self sabotage or something.
Now with huge college debt, I am stuck in this idiot job. Everyday, I almost continue driving by my school and just blast off to the highway and ditch.
Can't decide on any alternatives. I would love any career with less social contact. The problem is I have zero dollars and get paid shit. Keep getting hooked on a new career then discard it. Usually unsure if I'd like it or hesitant because of poor job prospects. I know I could do any job. Hell, I am a great music teacher, which constantly relies on my greatest weaknesses, but just can not stand it.
I delved into programming for a little while, but it didn't sustain my interests. I've been thinking about being a CAD drafter. Went to an engineering college for a year before music college and hated everyone and everything there. Might like it better now if I tried it again. I love the thought of being and engineer. Biggest issue for the career change is finding funding. Can't get the Pell grant because I have a Bachelors. Plus a zillion dollar debt, due to lack of guidance, which by the way is in my fathers name. I almost joined the marines twice as an escape route during college. Signed the dotted line and everything, then ditched.
All I know is this fecking job makes my head spin and I want to run away.